Hi, I am sorry I said all that stuff to you It wasn't me, alright? I'm sorry, please don't hate me. I'm sorry I didn't tell you this sooner It was my fault, alright? I'm sorry, please don't leave me. I am sorry I keep saying 'I don't know' I am sorry I'm unsure about everything I am sorry I was dancing in my room two hours ago And am crying tears of ballpoint pen ink in my diary now. I am sorry for oversharing I am sorry for not sharing I am sorry for overthinking I am sorry for not thinking at all I am sorry for being so quiet I am sorry for sniffling so loud, please go back to sleep I am sorry for being too lazy, too cowardly to deal with my problems I am sorry for thinking about them all day long I am sorry for being so insecure I am sorry for believing there's nothing wrong with me at all I am sorry for being an aloof ice-queen I am sorry for holding on to you so tight I am— Hello, my name is Sorry Before you make your complaint known, Please know I've slashed a neuron already In compensation for your bereavement, I hope this little murder of my self Will be enough payment for my crime? No? Well you know my name, So here's another cut for you, good sir I hope the blood is red enough? Thank you, have a nice day! I am sorry I get triggered so easily I am sorry I pretend not to give a fuck at all I am sorry I can't tell the difference between what's real and what's not I am sorry I disappear and stop talking I am sorry I send you a thousand texts a day I am sorry I blame the knife When my bones themselves are double-edged swords I am sorry I cannot figure out who I am I am sorry for screaming into the void all day long I am sorry all I write these days are sad-ass poems And my blog, my napowrimo, seems like a giant shitpost I am sorry I don't have a life But am still living for some reason— I am sorry for giving life a chance every moment I am sorry for the six attempts I wear as badges; Hello, my name is Sorry I apologise for my trains of thought That do not have a station I apologise for feeling the way I feel You'll have to forgive my brain, you see It's... er... special, you understand I humbly apologise, even though it's not my fault I apologise for my existence And the inconvenience it's caused you.
13th April/ (11/30) / Free verse